Forget about Him

Forget Forget Forget Forget Forget about him

He always there in my mind
I just know him, but act as we had been know a long time ago
And that's wrong.....

I am so afraid with my past experience
Trauma with relationship
Can I move on?

I wanna start a new relationship
But do not know the way

Do I lost him now? Even we didn't start anything

Can I start it again with him?

Does he feel comfortable with me?
Does he want me?

Panicky

I answered my boss without filter the information yet, so his smarter always challenge me...and we come up to never ending conversation...ahaha

Coz I was panick and wanna answer him as soon, without deep think about what i say...when i have time to think, i remeber it look stupid

why i'm not just hold my mouth (or my hand) and think clearly before throw my body to a fire

hiks...hiks....

Just miss the smile

Kalo lagi kerja tuh perasaan aku streng banget...
grasa grusu

kurang senyum :(

Setelah di respon dengan baik oleh Pak Sucipto,
aku bales dengan kirim email ke dia kasi tugas, mana terlalu datar lagi

Apa aku terlalu sensi kali yah

:(

Performance

InTouch ticket for barrier; Iam not cc si Bos,karena aku gak terbiasa cc dia kalau nanya...nanti kalo udah dapet jawabannya baru cc...salahkah?

Gw pusing pengen tahu apa yg dia amati dari gw...Seharusnya gw tanya langsung aja.

Dia gak selalu tahu apa yg gw kerjain, dan gw jarang ikut meeting yg bagi gw gak penting. Jadinya gw gak update gosip,jadinya gak ketinggalan berita. Salah yah...

Masi pusing...Too many things to finish.

Gw harus perbaiki sistem kerja gw secepatnya....

Financial Control

Can I live with 3 million in a month?

Too many action without plan...

Just Happen

I Just talk with my good friend about my Project..
I am not ready to talk about it because my focus was on my job currently.

Then...I said it, the excuse
I was excuse and looking for his weakness..to revenge?
Man...this is not a healthy discussion, I feel bad...
I am not confident...loss it

I am not expert with my own project yet..
So many things to do with my job, no time to taking care of it now
He just offer some help and suggestion, and I treat him as a intruder..

I should clear my mind and stop think some unnecessary thing..
So many things to do...


Nina